Did you just say the server is down?
After washing the dishes I dried up the plates with kitchen cloth bought from IKEA last winter, which I would skip usually.
Throat felt funny. And I couldn’t find a perfect position to fall asleep. Finally snuggled with the pillow C left to me. I’m using the dark brown blanket. His smell has faded away long time ago since it has been 31 days. Tried to pretend I was lying in his arm like usual. I started to feel sleepy, but force myself open my eyes and log in gtalk to text goodnight. Long distance requires a lot skills. Good imagination, tolerant with bad skype quality, deal with jealousy and constant loneliness.
My nose is too sensitive, almost in a bad way. While brushing teeth in the morning by toilet, the smell of common bathroom was quite irritating, there was some hair left in the sink, one of which is suspiciously curved. Obviously someone had shaved earlier. All of a sudden I wanted to vomit and unfortunately I did. One cup of coffee mixed with cupcake I had for breakfast, gross. After throwing up I realized, fan, had to brush teeth again?! But stand by kitchen sink instead. Then I felt much better, except for guiltiness towards the 3 yuan instant Cappuccino. I always wanted to master the skill of not spitting out foams in the end. C taught me once but I just couldn’t stand the taste of fluorine.
Cleaning ears is my another huge hobby. I’m not sure whether C genuinely enjoyed it or not since I’m too keen with this activity. Whenever we see each other after 2 or 3 days apart, I would approach him, smiling, with tools on hand. It’s tricky though, because his ear tunnel are hairy, dark and moist. I don’t have professional torchlight for ears yet. An equivalent app on cellphone is an okay replacement, and he will be the one to hold it under my command. I will definitely pack my cleaning kit when visit him 3 months later.
Clarification: Following conclusion is based on my personal limited perspective. Open discuss is welcomed.
western (mostly British and USA)
films and products are tend to more genuine and cover large range to fields including sensitive topics. Humanity, free-speech, sex, criminal, racists, war sci-fi etc. I think great tv shows and movies have something in common. They dig out and expose the issues you won’t think or face in everyday life. Great directors, writers are found there.
Thanks to my love geek friend I start to become open minded and see Star Wars (took me 1 month, each at a weekend, fall asleep multiple times in the middle, good memories!) or house of cards, which I had zero interested in politics before. After watched them I have to say, it’s like showering to my mind and I stop enjoying be a frog sitting in bottom of well.
Korean/Taiwan soap/Chinese copycat soap
What a huge impact on my early life. (I’m sure it is still huge impact for most Chinese teenagers). Good looking boys and girls, always dress in fancy clothes regardless their job or class. Man fall in love with girl, merely because she is ordinary, innocent (stupid) and easy to please. That is like, my fantasy about relationships when I was a little girl!
Usually the boy is arrogant, machismo. A lot of cancer or car accident. Someone has to die to prove true love exists!
Due to censorship of PRC government, only harmless tv shows or movies could be seen on screen.
Relationships between wife and mother-in-laws, heros in anti-Japanese war. Power and relationship in forbidden city (The untold story of kings and his ladies). I have little to say about that since I stopped following. But those are everywhere whenever you turn on TV. My concern is, how to guide my 13-year-old sister watch more good tv shows and movies? I still remember when I was her age, my mom or stepfather would get furious when run into I watch one of those. If I had kids in the future, what would I do?
List this separately because I have only seen a few Finnish and Swedish movies. But love from what I saw, beautiful lights and views. Details instead of non-stop dialogue.
My point is, it doesn’t matter you once were stupid enough to believe in all those bullshit. What matters is that you keep an open mind and willing to absorb new things. But don’t take it too seriously!(that I remind myself, because I always raise arguments to my boyfriend after I see something from movie or tv shows and would apply it in real life.)
As old Chinese slang say, 尽信书不如无书, which also applies to tv shows and movies.
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drinker dricker mjölk.
Jag läser en bok.
Jag studerar svenska.
Jag sitter framför datorn.
Jag talar i telefon med min mor.
Jag skriver någon e-post.
Jag äter lunch.
Jag tänker på min pojkvän.
Jag drömmer om julen.
Jag surfar på internet
Jag talar med mina vänner
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我常常说,王卡你总爱analysis来analysis去, 我说点什么传说也被你一巴掌拍死然后佐证以科学依据, 丝毫不浪漫嘛! 当年编译原理补考了两次才过我会告诉你吗？
was so bored at work today, so I thought, hmm, let me search if any job open in Stockholm.
不看不要紧，一看吓一哆嗦。除了厨师/清洁工/幼儿园看护 这些看起来不要动脑子的，all in Swedish，英语的也就IT行业的可选了，然后我把那些英语的招聘启事看了，hmm， 全是要求C， 甚至objective-c， 各种抽象。恨不得马上摇身变成程序员，通晓各种语言。
（说道Swedish, 昨天我厚着脸皮跟王卡妈妈打招呼，Hur mår du? me? ah, bra, tack! 就得到称赞：wow! your Swedish is good!）
于是乎我靠着仅有的对software engineering的知识，依葫芦画瓢搭建了一个VIM+gcc的开发平台（别问我，我现在还不太懂）。入门的的hello world, 花了老娘3小时才执行成功。有图为证：
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